He...he was the one I wanted, the one that I could see with me for the rest of my life. He made me smile, and he made me laugh, not many people can do that. He made me feel safe when I was in his arms. Every little moment made it worth being with him. He had the softest and sweetest lips. He knew exactly what to say to make me weak in the knees. He made me whole, but only when with him was that true. I was empty without him. I am empty without him. He hated to see me cry and even worse he hated knowing why I was crying...because he couldn't do anything to make it stop. He tried his best to protect me. I think maybe somewhere in his heart he loved me, not enough to want me, but enough to feel for me. He's an angel if I ever knew one. He gave me the strength to continue and not give up on love. I fell for him, and being without him tears at my heart, there's a hole that will never be filled without him. There's not a soul that can take his place....not one. I've moved on to a new love, but my angel will always be in my heart. Nothing he does will ever change that. No one he's with will ever take that away from me. I wish for his happiness, I just can't help but wish that he'd have chose me. You're an angel Raziel.....and you always will be in my eyes.