I feel horrible, I feel as though I've betrayed the world and sacrificed them all to an uncaring god. I'm not saying that God doesn't care I was more refering to egyptian gods etc. But anyways back to what I was saying. I hate myself. I feel like I've created some unforgivable mortal sin. I want to cry. I want to run into the bathroom lock the door start the water running and just bawl. No one would be any the wiser!!! *Starts crying* I can't mention what I've done because it might be discovered. If it were to be discovered than he'd hate me. He'd truly madly hate me!

*Calming down now*

I realize that this was a little vague on what had happened and it's hard to help but in truth I just wanted to get it out. I felt bad for something I did. Looking back I knew I shouldn't have but it was that lure of the dark side. It's not an excuse and it doesn't make it better, but...sometimes, you just do, and then you'll regret but it's better to do something and regret it than to regret something you haven't done.